I have decided to start this blog over again because it seems like in the past when I have posted on here I just wasn't ready. I wasn't ready to change, I wasn't ready to take my own health and happiness on and improve myself for the better. But I like to think that I'm ready now, I don't know this for sure of course, but I have lost around 4.5 pounds in the past week and in a way it hit me. I can do this. This is the first time that I've seen results (no matter how little) since I gained all this weight after high school.
So hopefully it is my time now. My time to finally take my life into my own hands and see what I am capable of, because I'm pretty sure if I try my hardest, it can be the most amazing time of my life.
First I'll post a recent picture of myself to remind me why I want to be healthier and fit. But in addition, this picture will also have the main reason why I want to be healthier: for my wonderful boyfriend of 1 year, Ian.
I am not completely happy with the way I look in this picture, but that's okay. It should be motivation for me.
So hopefully this will be the last new start, and the beginning of the rest of my life.
